DEACON TOM ANTHONY

Tuesday, December 31, 2013



A REFLECTION ON THE FAMILY

The Christmas Season is not only designed for us to celebrate the birth of our Savior but to also celebrate everything about us that makes us Christians. We are reminded through the Solemnities of Saint Stephen the Martyr and The Holy Innocents that we too will face persecution for our beliefs; there will be times of trial and sadness but through our faith we will be able to overcome these. The Solemnity of John the Apostle and Evangelist encourages us to always keep the Love of God in our hearts, mind, and soul while spreading the Good News to all those who we encounter. Our faith experience has been further molded by the Solemnity of the Holy Family where the virtues of Mary, Joseph, and Jesus Christ are raised up and put on display so that we may all join ourselves to them in our family relationships and values. From here we continue on through the Octave of Christmas in joy, love, and happiness.

As human beings, we tend to formulate expectations of what we are going to encounter in the future. Repeatedly, we find ourselves replaying upcoming scenerios through our minds attempting to create a perfect vision that we can be satisfied with. Unfortunately, these notions are rarely fulfilled the way we wanted them to be and we are then left with disappointment and anxiety. Our challenge is not do look to the future this way but remain in the present comforted with the fact that God is with us. Whatever we encounter can be overcome with complete trust in God. Whatever changes we experience, be it good or bad, can be for the better.

I went into this Christmas Season with a complete design and expectation of what it was going to be. I had charted my course and had my checklist. It was approached as one would be doing a project. I analyzed all of my tasks and plans. Each day was going to have its obligations and duties. The object was to finish each to the satisfaction level that I expected to reach. There wasn't a lot of spirituality to this approach. Everything was planned out as if it was a job. Early on, I learned that this just wasn't meant to be.

Two days before Christmas everything spiraled out of control. I never expected to be confronted with what I was facing. I was brought from the highest elation to a very low point within minutes. I find myself in crisis. What happened isn't as important as the spiritual lesson I learned. Jesus tells us in Matthew not to worry about tomorrow but to focus on the present. In both circumstances God will take care of us. No amount of planning and no amount of preparation can shield us from a world that is orientated away from God. There will always be trials and circumstances that will challenge us. We just need to accept these and be confident that God ultimately protect us if we surrender everything to him. The situation I now faced was definitely one of these things and I finally surrendered it over to him.

When I surrendered to God it all came into balance. A sort of peace settled over me and I then accepted that I had a situation which I could not handle alone. This did not happen instantaneously but it came gradually with prayer and meditation. Slowly, things fell into place. The anxiety left and there was a numbness which replaced it. It was a good feeling. I was being comforted. With that, I was then prepared to enjoy time with my family and friends. This was time that I did not have before. I watched my children laugh and enjoy their time together. I felt proud to be their father and was proud to be a husband. I reflected on the Holy Family and saw their relationship in context with my family. Their was beauty in the exercise. I felt happy, thankful, and relieved. The situation was still before me but it was now put into perspective with all that was good in my life. My children were healthy, my friends were around me, and God was on my side. What more could I ask for?

I had to drive a friend to Gloucester early one morning this week. I looked at the stars with a new appreciation and asked myself: when was the last time I gazed into a beautiful night sky by the ocean and thanked God for everything? When was the last time I recognized the amazing beauty in his creation. What I saw days earlier as a crisis I now saw as a gift. The situation would be resolved but, in the meantime, I was just given an opportunity to appreciate all of God's gifts to me this wonderful season.

All of us should enjoy this Christmas Season to the fullest. Thank God for everything that is good and accept everything that is bad with the confidence that He will help us overcome it. He will never abandon us.

Deacon Tom







UNA REFLEXIÓN SOBRE LA FAMILIA

 La temporada de Navidad , no sólo está diseñado para que celebremos el nacimiento de nuestro Salvador, sino también para celebrar todo acerca de nosotros que nos hace cristianos . Se nos recuerda a través de las solemnidades de san Esteban, el mártir y Los Santos Inocentes que también nosotros enfrentaremos persecución por nuestras creencias , habrá momentos de prueba y de tristeza, pero a través de nuestra fe seremos capaces de superarlos. La Solemnidad de San Juan Apóstol y Evangelista nos anima a mantener siempre el amor de Dios en nuestro corazón , mente, y alma , mientras que la difusión de la Buena Nueva a todos los que nos encontramos . Nuestra experiencia de fe se ha moldeado más por la solemnidad de la Sagrada Familia , donde las virtudes de María, José y Jesucristo son levantados y puestos en exhibición para que todos podamos unirnos a ellos en nuestras relaciones y los valores familiares. Desde aquí continuamos a través de la octava de Navidad en la alegría , el amor y la felicidad.

Como seres humanos , tenemos la tendencia a formular las expectativas de lo que vamos a encontrar en el futuro. En repetidas ocasiones, nos encontramos repitiendo los scenerios próximos a través de nuestras mentes tratando de crear una visión perfecta que podemos estar satisfechos. Por desgracia , estas nociones son raramente cumplidas de la manera que queríamos que fueran y estamos luego a la izquierda por la decepción y la ansiedad. Nuestro reto no es no mirar hacia el futuro de esta manera , pero permanecen en la presente consolado con el hecho de que Dios está con nosotros. Lo que nos encontramos se puede superar con plena confianza en Dios . Independientemente de los cambios que experimentamos , ya sea bueno o malo, puede ser para mejor.

Entré en esta temporada de Navidad con un diseño completo y la expectativa de lo que iba a ser. Yo había trazado mi curso y tenía mi lista de verificación. Se plantea como uno podría estar haciendo un proyecto. Analicé todas mis tareas y planes. Cada día iba a tener sus obligaciones y deberes. El objetivo era terminar cada uno para el nivel de satisfacción que esperaba alcanzar. No había una gran cantidad de la espiritualidad a este enfoque. Todo estaba planeado como si fuera un trabajo. Al principio, me enteré de que esto no estaba destinado a ser .

Dos días antes de Navidad todo se salió de control. Nunca esperé ser confrontado con lo que me estaba enfrentando . Me trajeron desde la más alta euforia a un punto muy bajo en cuestión de minutos . Me encuentro en crisis. Lo que sucedió no es tan importante como la lección espiritual que aprendí. Jesús nos dice en Mateo que no se preocupe por el mañana , sino centrarse en el presente. En ambas circunstancias, Dios cuidará de nosotros . Ninguna cantidad de planificación y ninguna cantidad de preparación que nos puede proteger de un mundo que está orientada lejos de Dios. Siempre habrá pruebas y circunstancias que nos pondrán a prueba . Sólo tenemos que aceptar esto y tener la confianza de que Dios en última instancia, a protegernos si nos rendimos todo para él. La situación que enfrentan ahora es sin duda uno de estas cosas y al final me lo entregó a él.

Cuando me entregué a Dios todo salió al equilibrio. Una especie de paz se apoderó de mí y luego acepté que tenía una situación que no podía manejar solo. Esto no sucedió instantáneamente, sino que poco a poco llegó con la oración y la meditación. Poco a poco , las cosas cayeron en su lugar . La ansiedad se fue y hubo un adormecimiento que lo sustituyó . Fue una buena sensación. Que estaba siendo consolada . Con eso, yo estaba entonces preparado para disfrutar del tiempo con mi familia y amigos. Este era el momento que no tenía antes. Vi a mis hijos reír y disfrutar de su tiempo juntos. Me sentí orgulloso de ser su padre y estaba orgulloso de ser un marido. Reflexioné sobre la Sagrada Familia y vi su relación en el contexto de mi familia. Su era la belleza en el ejercicio . Me sentía feliz , agradecido y aliviado. La situación era aún delante de mí , pero ahora se pone en perspectiva con todo lo que era bueno en mi vida . Mis hijos estaban sanos , mis amigos estaban a mi alrededor, y Dios estaba de mi lado. ¿Qué más puedo pedir?

Tuve que conducir a un amigo a Gloucester temprano una mañana de esta semana . Miré a las estrellas con un nuevo aprecio y me pregunté : ¿cuándo fue la última vez que miré a un hermoso cielo de la noche por el océano y le di gracias a Dios por todo ? ¿Cuándo fue la última vez que me di cuenta de la increíble belleza de su creación. Lo que he visto días atrás como una crisis que ahora veía como un regalo. La situación se resolvería , pero , mientras tanto , se me acaba de dar la oportunidad de apreciar todos los dones de Dios para mí esta maravillosa temporada.

Todos debemos disfrutar de esta temporada de Navidad al máximo. Gracias a Dios por todo lo que es bueno y aceptar todo lo que está mal con la confianza de que Él nos ayudará a superarlo. Él nunca nos abandonará .

Diácono Tom

Sunday, December 22, 2013






GOD'S ETERNAL LOVE

God's Love is everywhere and in everything. This is his creation and we are his children. With the lighting of the fourth candle which represents his love I wanted to share some experiences which demonstrate how all of us can be sharers in this love and how it can become a transforming experience. These experiences define all of us as Christians and display how through our interactions the Kingdom of God is revealed to the world.

There is a girl named Jessica. She has three beautiful children; one who is severely disabled. Her husband abandoned her and she soon found herself homeless. The State of Massachusetts set her up in a hotel room. She is unable to work because of her disabled child and she barely gets by with state assistance. Every morning she walks across the street from the hotel to get an ice coffee to start her day. She pushes her disabled child in an old stroller. The clothes she wears are clean but old. She can usually be found in sweat pants and a sweat shirt. Her hair is straight and put up in a ponytail. She looks to the ground and makes no eye contact with anyone. There is a strength about her; as if she is driven by her situation.

Every morning there is another person who goes to the same store for his coffee. He noticed Jessica several weeks before and asked the store manager about her. The store manager told him the story and he was moved by it. He asked the manager what Jessica was doing for Christmas and the answer was nothing. The man was a member of the Knights of Columbus and Christ was a very important part of his life. He decided to act.
He contacted his friends in the Knights and asked them all to contribute what they could. Together over $500.00 was raised and a new stroller was also acquired.

One night, the man and some of his friends drove to the hotel and knocked on the door. They introduced themselves, gave her the stroller and the money. They then wished her a Merry Christmas. One of the friends also invited her over his home for Christmas Dinner. Jessica started to cry. She couldn't believe what was happening. The children jumped up and down shouting with joy. Christ was revealed through the actions and love of these men for a woman and her children that they didn't even know.

There was another family who had come upon hard times. The father was in the hospital and there was no money for Christmas. A woman at the church who knew them made some phone calls. She found a bed frame and purchased a new mattress for it. She called her friends to help her pick up the bed frame. It came from the house of another person from the same church. They then drove to a different person's house who gave them a new recliner and brass lamp. Meanwhile, someone else provided food for Christmas Dinner. The children will also be receiving Christmas Presents.

These stories and actions display how the love of God can transform lives. We are all encouraged to always examine our interactions and relationships with Christ in our thoughts. Jessica and the other family could have easily been forgotten during this season if those who decided to help ignored them instead. It was Christ who called all of those people to action and they responded with love and charity. Every action, regardless how small, has the capability to change someone's life for the better. We should always be attentive and aware of what is happening around us.

It is so easy to live our lives selfishly, putting our needs and wants first and foremost. Christ does not want us to do that. Just like he offered himself up for our salvation we are encouraged to follow his example by conducting ourselves the same way. We can offer ourselves to the world for the salvation and care of all. No one needs to suffer or experience hardship. We all have the capability of offering Hope, Joy, and Love through the example of Jesus Christ. We just need to surrender ourselves to his will and respond to his call. Through selfless acts of love our own lives will be fulfilled and transformed through Christ.

It is the Christian experience and message.

Deacon Tom





AMOR ETERNO DE DIOS

El amor de Dios está en todas partes y en todo. Esta es su creación y nosotros somos sus hijos. Con el encendido de la cuarta vela que representa su amor que quería compartir algunas experiencias que demuestran cómo todos nosotros podemos ser partícipes de este amor y de cómo puede llegar a ser una experiencia transformadora . Estas experiencias definen todos nosotros , como cristianos, y mostrar cómo a través de nuestras interacciones del Reino de Dios se revela al mundo.

Hay una chica llamada Jessica . Ella tiene tres hermosos hijos , uno que está deshabilitado severamente . Su marido la abandonó y ella pronto se encontró sin hogar. El Estado de Massachusetts la instaló en una habitación de hotel. Ella no puede trabajar a causa de su hijo con discapacidad y apenas se las arregla con la ayuda del Estado . Todas las mañanas se camina por la calle desde el hotel para obtener un café con hielo para empezar su día . Ella empuja a su hijo discapacitado en una vieja silla de paseo. La ropa que ella usa son limpias, pero viejo . Por lo general se puede encontrar en los pantalones de chándal y una sudadera . Su pelo es recta y se presenta en una cola de caballo . Ella mira a la tierra y no hace contacto visual con nadie . Hay una fuerza sobre ella, como si ella está impulsado por su situación.

Cada mañana hay otra persona que va a la misma tienda para su café. Se dio cuenta de Jessica varias semanas antes y le pidió al gerente de la tienda de ella. El gerente de la tienda le contó la historia y que fue trasladado por el mismo. Le pidió al gerente que Jessica estaba haciendo para la Navidad y la respuesta fue nada. El hombre era un miembro de los Caballeros de Colón y Cristo era una parte muy importante de su vida . Él decidió actuar .
Entró en contacto con sus amigos de los caballeros y les pidió a todos que contribuir con lo que podían. Juntos sobre $ 500.00 se elevó y una nueva silla de paseo también fue adquirida .

Una noche, el hombre y algunos de sus amigos llevaron al hotel y llamaron a la puerta . Se presentaron , le dieron el cochecito y el dinero. A continuación, le deseó una Feliz Navidad. Uno de los amigos también la invitó a su casa para la cena de Navidad. Jessica se echó a llorar . No podía creer lo que estaba sucediendo. Los niños saltaban arriba y abajo gritando de alegría. Cristo fue revelado a través de las acciones y el amor de estos hombres por una mujer y sus hijos que ellos ni siquiera sabían .

Había otra familia que había llegado en tiempos difíciles . El padre estaba en el hospital y no había dinero para la Navidad. Una mujer en la iglesia que los conocía hizo algunas llamadas telefónicas. Ella encontró un marco de cama y compró un colchón nuevo para él. Ella llamó a sus amigos para ayudar a recoger la estructura de la cama . Vino de la casa de otra persona de la misma iglesia. Ellos luego se dirigieron a la casa de otra persona que les dio una nueva lámpara reclinable y latón. Mientras tanto , alguien proporcionó alimentos para la cena de Navidad. Los niños también recibirán regalos de Navidad .

Estas historias y acciones muestran cómo el amor de Dios puede transformar vidas. Todos nos sentimos alentados a examinar siempre nuestras interacciones y relaciones con Cristo en nuestros pensamientos. Jessica y la otra familia podrían fácilmente haber sido olvidados durante esta temporada si los que decidió ayudar a los ignoró en su lugar. Fue Cristo quien llamó a todas las personas a la acción y que respondió con amor y caridad . Cada acción, sin importar cuán pequeña sea, tiene la capacidad de cambiar la vida de alguien para mejor. Siempre debemos estar atentos y conscientes de lo que está sucediendo a nuestro alrededor.

Es tan fácil de vivir nuestras vidas de manera egoísta , poniendo nuestras necesidades y deseos en primer lugar. Cristo no quiere que hagamos eso . Al igual que él se ofreció a sí mismo por nuestra salvación se nos anima a seguir su ejemplo mediante la realización de nosotros mismos de la misma manera . Podemos ofrecer ante el mundo por la salvación y la atención de todos. Nadie tiene que sufrir o experimentar dificultades. Todos tenemos la capacidad de ofrecer esperanza, alegría y amor a través del ejemplo de Jesucristo . Sólo tenemos que rendirnos a su voluntad y responder a su llamada. A través de actos desinteresados ​​de amor se cumplirán y se transforman a través de Cristo nuestras propias vidas.

Es la experiencia y el mensaje cristiano.

Diácono Tom

Sunday, December 15, 2013







JOY IN OUR LIVES


We have entered into the Third Week of Advent. What a wonderful journey we have had together so far. The special moments we have shared with our family friends together in Jesus Christ must be emphasized above any of the pain or anxieties we might be feeling this season. For the negative is temporary while the good through God is eternal. In our fallen nature we tend to concentrate on the bad while ignoring the good. As Christians we must overcome this by bringing ourselves closer to God through our actions and state of mind. We need to train ourselves to embrace all that is good and beautiful while rejecting the negative. There is nothing that can be gained by dwelling on the challenges that we might be involved in when the only solution to these calamities is surrendering them over to God.

Good will always triumph over evil. We have to acknowledge this and trust completely in God who is our protector. This is why our Christian Community is so important. We are taught that no one should face adversity alone. It is only through unity and fraternity that we will triumph and be victorious. Through the Christian Family we can actually experience joy while encountering crisis. We can acknowledge the presence of crisis while not being overburdened by it. Jesus tells us in Mathew: “Do not worry about tomorrow; tomorrow will take care of itself. Sufficient for a day is its own evil.” We need to take these words as comfort and a promise that whatever we face we will overcome it if we only have trust in God. If we truly believe this, and as Christians we must, then we should concentrate on the joy and wonderment that this life of ours entails.

Every moment that we spend with our family and friends must be a celebration of love and a celebration of God's creation. He has given us an opportunity to enjoy this life with him by simply being united with him. If we lose focus of this fact we are then in danger of being lost again. We cannot embrace sin and God at the same time. For God did not create sin. We did by our actions and choices. To overcome this propensity to sin and making the wrong choices we must make the choice to walk with God. If fact, instead of walking to and with God we should be running to him!

Take a moment to contemplate. What can we be truly thankful and joyous about in our lives. Dismiss all of the bad and ugly things that we feel define ourselves and just concentrate on the good however small we may feel it to be. We can then take that small joy and expand it to make it a greater presence in our lives rather than making the evil things greater than they are. We must understand that evil is never greater than good. Evil never triumphs over good only if we permit it to do so. We do indeed have that much control over our lives as long as we acknowledge the ultimate good who is God. Dismiss Satan and invoke the name of Christ our Savior any time we are in danger of losing focus of this fact.

Through Isaiah God told us:

The desert and the parched land will exult;
the steppe will rejoice and bloom.
They will bloom with abundant flowers,
and rejoice with joyful song.
The glory of Lebanon will be given to them,
the splendor of Carmel and Sharon;
they will see the glory of the LORD,
the splendor of our God.

From nothingness and desolation beauty and life will come forth. Even though at times we may be completely lost and forsaken God will bring forth joy and love from us as long as we take the time to nurture the seeds of goodness that are within us and let them grow. We are all good because God created us. We cannot be embarrassed or reject the notion that we are loved and can express that same love that Jesus Christ has for us. All that we have, all that we are, and all that we can do can be recognized through Jesus Christ.

Deacon Tom





                                                       ALEGRÍA EN NUESTRAS VIDAS

Hemos entrado en la tercera semana de Adviento . ¡Qué maravilloso viaje que hemos tenido juntos hasta ahora. Los momentos especiales que hemos compartido con nuestros amigos de la familia juntos en Jesucristo hay que destacar por encima de cualquier parte del dolor o la ansiedad que puede estar sintiendo esta temporada. Para el negativo es temporal, mientras el buen través de Dios es eterno . En nuestra naturaleza caída que tienden a concentrarse en el mal , ignorando el bien . Como cristianos debemos superar esta trayendo a nosotros mismos más cerca de Dios a través de nuestras acciones y estado de ánimo. Tenemos que entrenarnos para abrazar todo lo que es bueno y bello al tiempo que rechaza la negativa. No hay nada que se puede obtener por insistir en los retos que podrían estar involucrados en que la única solución a estas calamidades se rinde ellas en manos de Dios .

El bien siempre triunfará sobre el mal. Tenemos que reconocer esto y confiar completamente en Dios, que es nuestro protector . Es por esto que nuestra comunidad cristiana es tan importante. Se nos enseña que nadie debe enfrentar la adversidad solo. Es sólo a través de la unidad y la fraternidad que vamos a triunfar y ser victorioso. A través de la familia cristiana en realidad podemos experimentar la alegría mientras encontrando crisis. Podemos reconocer la presencia de crisis , mientras que no está sobrecargado por el mismo. Jesús nos dice en Mateo: "No te preocupes por el mañana ; el mañana se preocupará de sí mismo. Suficiente para un día su propio mal. " Tenemos que tomar estas palabras como la comodidad y la promesa de que todo lo que nos enfrentamos vamos a superar si sólo tenemos confianza en Dios. Si realmente creemos esto, y como cristianos debemos , entonces debemos concentrarnos en la alegría y el asombro de que esta vida nuestra entraña .

Cada momento que pasamos con nuestra familia y amigos, ha de ser una celebración de amor y una celebración de la creación de Dios. Él nos ha dado la oportunidad de disfrutar de esta vida con él simplemente estar unidos con él. Si perdemos el foco de este hecho, estamos entonces en peligro de perderse de nuevo. No podemos aceptar el pecado y Dios al mismo tiempo. Porque Dios no creó el pecado. Lo hicimos por nuestras acciones y elecciones. Para superar esta propensión al pecado y tomar las decisiones equivocadas que debemos tomar la decisión de caminar con Dios. Si el hecho, en lugar de caminar hacia y con Dios debemos estar corriendo con él!

Tómese un momento para contemplar. ¿Qué podemos estar verdaderamente agradecidos y alegres acerca de nuestras vidas. Descartar todas las cosas malas y feas que nos parecen definir nosotros mismos y sólo se concentra en el bien por pequeño que podemos sentir que fuera. Entonces podemos tomar esa pequeña alegría y ampliarlo para que sea una mayor presencia en nuestras vidas en lugar de hacer las cosas malas más que ellos. Debemos entender que el mal nunca es mayor que bien. El mal nunca triunfa sobre el bien sólo si permitimos que lo haga . En efecto, tenemos tanto control sobre nuestras vidas , siempre y cuando reconocemos el bien último que es Dios . Descartar Satanás e invocar el nombre de Cristo nuestro Salvador cualquier momento estamos en peligro de perder el foco de este hecho.

A través de Isaías Dios nos dijo :

El desierto y la tierra reseca se alegrarán ;
la estepa se regocijará y florecerá .
Ellos florecerán con abundantes flores ,
y se regocijan con la canción alegre.
La gloria del Líbano le será dada a ellos,
el esplendor del Carmelo y de Sarón ;
ellos verán la gloria de Jehová,
el esplendor de nuestro Dios.

De la nada y desolación belleza y la vida saldrán . A pesar de que a veces podemos estar completamente perdidos y abandonados Dios traerá alegría y el amor de nosotros todo el tiempo que se toma el tiempo para cultivar las semillas de la bondad que están dentro de nosotros y les permiten crecer. Todos somos buenos porque Dios nos creó . No podemos estar avergonzados o rechazar la noción de que somos amados y podemos expresar ese mismo amor que Jesucristo tiene por nosotros . Todo lo que tenemos , todo lo que somos y todo lo que podemos hacer pueden ser reconocidos a través de Jesucristo .

Diácono Tom

Saturday, December 7, 2013







A VOICE CRYING OUT IN THE DESERT
MY BROTHERS,

Through Hope and Repentance we are called forward by God to love him and to seek him. We have that hope through our faith that Christ will guide us to salvation and a life of happiness. Through repentance we are strengthened, knowing that we are forgiven for our past sins and have been reborn through our relationship with Jesus Christ. We are encouraged to listen to the call of Saint John the Baptist and follow it out of the desert which we have been wandering in through most of our lives. Christ becomes that oasis that offers us comfort, joy, and love that has been missing for so long. Even though all of us are at different places in our journey we can all envision ourselves in the desert and see it as a challenge to walk through it to Christ. Our relationship with Christ can always be made stronger through examining where we are regarding our faith. We can always do things better and as Christians we must strive to shape and develop ourselves further. The feeling of Christ's love can always increase and abound beyond what we are feeling now. The strengthening of it will never end. The more we respond to it the more it will manifest itself.

Living with Christ and allowing him to guide our actions will bring forward an inner peace and quell the spiritual battle which rages within all of us. What at first appeared to be a fruitless struggle will then be revealed as one that has many more victories than defeat. There will then be more times of peace and contentment. Our spirituality will become more powerful and the evil influences in our lives will be overcome. This is what the knowledge of Christ brings to all who accept him and repent from past ways and past sins. He becomes an ever-present force of power and wisdom which has the capability of defeating any obstacle that is put before us. This is the invitation that Saint John the Baptist presents and what God through Isaiah promises. Through us Christ's light will shine into the world bringing with it warmth, peace, and love. There are no shadows when his light is cast throughout his creation and there will be no shadows in our lives.

When we respond to Christ's call we can then adjoin ourselves to the Sacred Scriptures which becomes not only the Story of Salvation from God but our own story. We can relate our own journey to those who came before us and those yet to come. It becomes a celebration and guide for us all. Through the pages we all become bound together forever united with our God. It feeds us and encourages us. When we become disheartened or weak, we are invited to seek solace through the words of God provided for us. Our minds become oriented towards the wisdom provided and we are invited to seek the answers that for so long have alluded us in this life. All distraction will melt away as the complete and utter truth is slowly revealed to us.

The challenging question to contemplate during this Advent Season is if we are going to ever emerge from the desert. In reality we probably won't. In fact, we should envision ourselves always in the desert journeying towards Christ. As long as our eyes are transfixed on him as the end of our emptiness and desolation, then our surroundings will not matter. We will be separated from the physical and enter a realm of spirituality which will overcome anything that this world can confront us with. We will be strengthened and conditioned to accept all that is defect in this world and enjoy the perfection of God who brought this creation into existence. We will be able to experience the perfect good and then can put it into perspective in comparison to everything else. Instead of the desert ending an understanding of Christ being the oasis takes on a new perspective: In the oasis we find refreshment, encouragement, and strength. We then walk out in the desert again knowing that the oasis is never far from us while we always carry a part of it with us.

With Christ we will always have hope and we will always be forgiven. We are then commanded to spread this same message to all those whom we encounter becoming wellsprings of love and salvation. We must bear healthy and delicious fruit, presenting ourselves as an oasis for others to find there rest in. For Christ is dwelling within us and we must share his presence with others. There is a unifying factor in this vision which cannot be separated as long as everyone acknowledges and acts on this presence. A total reliance on Christ is needed and a total surrendering to his will for all of this to be possible. This all takes a renewed commitment and appreciation which flows forth from this wonderful season we now find ourselves in.

Deacon Tom






Una voz que clama en el desierto
MIS HERMANOS ,
 
A través de la esperanza y arrepentimiento se nos llama hacia adelante por Dios para amarlo y para buscarlo . Tenemos esa esperanza a través de nuestra fe en que Cristo nos guiará a la salvación y una vida de felicidad . Por medio del arrepentimiento nos fortalecemos , sabiendo que somos perdonados por nuestros pecados pasados ​​y han renacido a través de nuestra relación con Jesucristo . Se nos anima a escuchar la llamada de San Juan Bautista y seguirla en el desierto que hemos estado vagando a través de la mayor parte de nuestras vidas. Cristo llega a ser ese oasis que nos ofrece consuelo, gozo y amor que ha estado ausente durante tanto tiempo. A pesar de que todos estamos en diferentes lugares en nuestro viaje podemos todos imaginamos a nosotros mismos en el desierto y lo vemos como un desafío a caminar a través de él a Cristo. Nuestra relación con Cristo siempre se puede hacer más fuerte a través de examinar dónde estamos con respecto a nuestra fe. Siempre podemos hacer las cosas mejor y como cristianos debemos esforzarnos para dar forma y desarrollarnos aún más . El sentimiento del amor de Cristo siempre se puede crecer y abundar más allá de lo que estamos sintiendo ahora . El fortalecimiento de la misma no tendrá fin. Cuanto más respondemos a ello, más se manifestará .

Vivir con Cristo y lo que le permite orientar nuestras acciones presentará una paz interior y sofocar la batalla espiritual que se libra dentro de todos nosotros . Lo que al principio parecía ser una lucha estéril entonces será revelado como uno que tiene muchas más victorias que la derrota. A continuación tendrá más tiempo de paz y alegría. Nuestra espiritualidad se hará más potente y las malas influencias de nuestra vida serán superadas . Esto es lo que el conocimiento de Cristo trae a todos los que lo aceptan y se arrepienten de las formas del pasado y los pecados del pasado . Se convierte en una fuerza omnipresente del poder y de la sabiduría que tiene la capacidad de derrotar a cualquier obstáculo que se pone delante de nosotros. Esta es la invitación que San Juan Bautista y los presentes lo que Dios a través de Isaías promete . A través de nosotros la luz de Cristo brillará en el mundo trayendo con ella el calor , la paz y el amor. No hay sombras cuando su luz se había echado a través de su creación y no habrá ninguna sombra en nuestras vidas.

Cuando respondemos al llamado de Cristo podemos entonces colindan nosotros mismos a la Sagrada Escritura que se convierte no sólo la historia de la Salvación de Dios, sino nuestra propia historia. Podemos relacionar nuestro propio viaje a aquellos que vinieron antes que nosotros y los que vendrán . Se convierte en una celebración y guía para todos nosotros. A través de las páginas de todos llegamos a ser unidos para siempre unidos a nuestro Dios. Se nos alimenta y nos anima . Cuando llegamos a ser desalentado o débiles, se nos invita a buscar consuelo a través de las palabras de Dios provisto para nosotros . Nuestras mentes se orientan hacia la sabiduría proporcionada y se nos invita a buscar las respuestas que durante tanto tiempo nos han aludido en esta vida. Toda distracción se derretirá como la verdad total y absoluta se revela poco a poco para nosotros.

La pregunta difícil de contemplar durante este tiempo de Adviento es si vamos a salir nunca del desierto. En realidad es probable que no lo hará. De hecho , deberíamos imaginar a nosotros mismos siempre en el desierto en camino hacia Cristo. Siempre y cuando nuestros ojos están fijos en él como el final de nuestro vacío y desolación , a continuación, lo que nos rodea no importarán . Vamos a separarnos de lo físico y entramos en un reino de la espiritualidad que supere todo lo que este mundo nos puede enfrentar con . Seremos fortalecidos y condicionados a aceptar todo lo que un defecto en este mundo y disfrutar de la perfección de Dios que trajo esta creación a la existencia. Vamos a ser capaces de experimentar el bien perfecto y entonces puede ponerlo en perspectiva , en comparación con todo lo demás. En lugar del desierto de poner fin a una comprensión de Cristo siendo el oasis adquiere una nueva perspectiva : En el oasis encontramos refresco , ánimo y fuerza. Luego caminamos a cabo en el desierto otra vez a sabiendas de que el oasis no está lejos de nosotros, mientras llevamos siempre una parte de ella con nosotros.

Con Cristo siempre nos quedará la esperanza y siempre vamos a ser perdonados . Entonces nos manda a difundir este mismo mensaje a todos los que nos encontramos cada vez manantiales de amor y salvación . Debemos dar fruto sano y delicioso, presentarnos como un oasis para que otros puedan encontrar allí descansar pulg Por Cristo está morando dentro de nosotros y debemos compartir su presencia con los demás. Hay un factor unificador en esta visión que no se puede separar , siempre y cuando todo el mundo reconoce y actúa en esta presencia . Se necesita una total dependencia de Cristo y una rendición total a su voluntad para que todo esto sea posible. Todo esto tiene un compromiso renovado y el aprecio que mana de esta maravillosa temporada nos encontramos pulg

Diácono Tom

Saturday, November 30, 2013






LET US CLIMB THE LORD'S MOUNTAIN
MY BROTHERS,
To climb a mountain takes hard, strenuous work both physically and mentally. It looms above us in all of its greatness and, in comparison, we are small and insignificant. Its mere presence is overwhelming with all of its glory and greatness. What a beautiful gift we are given to witness this as well as the rest of God's Creation. From the smallest particles of sand to the far reaching oceans, we are participants in this beauty. Creation is at work around us and at work within us. God invites us to participate in this creation and this gift of life that he has given to all of us. Too many times prior we have ignored this call and instead indulged in selfish desires and selfish thoughts which have not included God. We have instead chosen to separate ourselves from him and create our own illusion of greatness and happiness around us. Yet, the mountain remains in all of its splendor dwarfing anything that we can create or experienced. We are reminded through it that God is eternal and that there are so many things beyond our capability and power in this world.

As Christians we are all climbing own own personal mountain with all of its challenges and dangers. At the top of each is God calling to us; urging us to come to him. Christ is also with us; climbing next to us and reaching out his hand to help us when we are in danger of falling. Our mountains, when we first acknowledge them, may seem too tall and too difficult to climb; especially when we are at the bottom and looking up through the clouds to where the peak is. So far and so challenging may the climb be that we hear the words of Satan that we should just walk away and never attempt such a journey. “Just turn and walk away. I know a far easier route to take,” he whispers to us. We must remind ourselves that we all took Satan's route at some point in our lives and, though it may at first appeared to be easy, the destination was utter destruction. 

Even there, during our most desperate moments, the mountain loomed large; calling to us.
This personal mountain of ours will take a lifetime to climb. At first we will be tired and drained of all energy as we get used to the hard work and conditioning that our bodies will be taking. We will be forced to focus ourselves mentally to continue the journey while we are being formed spiritually. It will be revealed to us through the exercise that we receive that all three of these areas of the self are important in this journey: the physical, the mental, and the spiritual. All need to be fed and cared for. Even though society has told us to ignore the spiritual and focus on the material instead, the truth is all three aspects of ourselves are needed and are a reflection of the perfection of the Trinity. One cannot be present without the other two and must be exercised in their entirety.

Faith is hard work yet the results are invaluable. Like climbing a mountain, the beginning is always the hardest as we try to get accustomed to the foreign terrain and the pains in our bodies as areas that we haven't worked with for a long time are now being utilized. We will be distracted and tempted to abandon the climb. We will ask ourselves if any of this is even worth the trouble. In the past, even though we may have been immersed in sin, we were at least accustomed to our dreary existence. Yet, to even attempt a journey such as this, indicates that there is a calling deep within ourselves. This calling is from God and it is a call to holiness. 
The mountain represents that perfection and the top God's Glory.

Through Isaiah, we learn that those who are being called by Christ, will respond to this call by embarking on their own journeys of faith. We can take comfort in the knowledge that we are not alone and that we can receive help and support from them on the way. All creation came forth from God now it is slowly returning to him. We must ask ourselves if we want to be participants in this journey or onlookers drowning in a lake of sin below while others climb out of the valley. We all have that choice to be left behind or to join in the struggle of perfection and eternal life.

The Season of Advent presents us with an opportunity to renew our commitment to this journey. This season is a time of contemplation and meditation. What more can we do to condition ourselves for this journey to God? What more can we do in our lives to experience it with Christ and, through Christ, unite ourselves with God? We need to examine ourselves fully and listen to what God is telling us to do. He has given us instruction and still does through Divine Revelation . We receive this through prayer, Sacred Scripture, and the traditions handed to us by the Church. These are just some of the tools that we can use to climb that mountain and celebrate Advent correctly.

So often is this season overlooked as the expectation is focused on Christmas. It must be understood that Advent is as important as Christmas and together, these seasons offer a beautiful vision of where our faith-life can take us during our time on this earth. The first candle lights our path forward and through its flame we are called to Repentance. To experience where we are going we must acknowledge where we have been. Our darkest hours are now behind us and we are asked to turn around and look at it one more time. By looking at it, we are saying goodbye to a life of sin and debauchery. We then close the door on it and follow that beautiful light before us. This is the Light of Christ and we are invited to make a commitment to have it present forever in our hearts, soul, and mind. We are encouraged to ask for forgiveness, repent, and dismiss our past choosing to be transformed by God and claim our place in his creation. That place is on top of the mountain: through him, with him, and in him.

Deacon Tom

LET US CLIMB THE LORD'S MOUNTAIN

MIS HERMANOS ,
 
Para subir una montaña toma , el trabajo extenuante dura tanto física como mentalmente . Se cierne sobre nosotros en toda su grandeza y , en comparación, nosotros somos pequeños e insignificantes . Su sola presencia es abrumadora con toda su gloria y su grandeza . ¡Qué hermoso regalo que se nos da para presenciar esto, así como el resto de la Creación de Dios. Desde las más pequeñas partículas de arena hasta los océanos de largo alcance , somos participantes de esta belleza. La creación es en el trabajo que nos rodea y que actúa en nosotros . Dios nos invita a participar en esta creación y este don de la vida que le ha dado a todos nosotros . Demasiadas veces antes hemos ignorado este llamamiento y en vez entregado a los deseos egoístas y pensamientos egoístas que no han incluido a Dios . En cambio, hemos decidido separarnos de él y crear nuestra propia ilusión de la grandeza y la felicidad que nos rodea. Sin embargo , la montaña se mantiene en todo su esplendor eclipsando todo lo que podemos crear o experimentado. Se nos recuerda a través de ella que Dios es eterno y que hay tantas cosas más allá de nuestra capacidad y poder en este mundo .

Como cristianos todos estamos subiendo propia montaña personal propio , con todos sus desafíos y peligros . En la parte superior de cada uno es Dios que llama a nosotros, que nos impulsa a venir a él . Cristo es también con nosotros; subiendo junto a nosotros y alcanzar hacia fuera su mano para ayudarnos cuando estamos en peligro de caer . Nuestras montañas , cuando nos reconocemos ellos, puede parecer demasiado alto y demasiado difícil de escalar , sobre todo cuando estamos en la parte inferior y mirando hacia arriba a través de las nubes para que el pico es . Hasta el momento , y tan difícil puede ser la subida que escuchamos las palabras de Satanás que debemos sólo a pie y nunca intentar un viaje así . "Sólo la vuelta y alejarse . Conozco una ruta mucho más fácil de tomar ", susurra a nosotros. Debemos recordar que todos nos tomó la ruta de Satanás en algún momento de nuestras vidas y , aunque puede que al principio parecía ser fácil, el destino era la destrucción total . Incluso allí, en nuestros momentos más desesperados , la montaña tenía gran influencia ; llamar a nosotros.

Esta montaña personal de los nuestros se llevará toda una vida para subir. En un primer momento vamos a ser cansado y agotado de toda la energía que nos acostumbremos a la ardua labor y el condicionamiento de que nuestros cuerpos van a tomar . Nos veremos obligados a concentrarse mentalmente para continuar el viaje , mientras que estamos siendo formados espiritualmente. Se dará a conocer a nosotros a través del ejercicio que recibimos que los tres de estas áreas del auto son importantes en este viaje : el físico, el mental y el espiritual. Todos necesitan ser alimentados y cuidados. A pesar de que la sociedad nos ha dicho ignorar lo espiritual y se centran en el material en su lugar, la verdad es que se necesitan los tres aspectos de nosotros mismos y son un reflejo de la perfección de la Trinidad. No se puede estar presente sin los otros dos y debe ser ejercido en su totalidad.

La fe es un trabajo duro pero los resultados tienen un valor incalculable . Como escalar una montaña , el principio es siempre el más difícil al tratar de acostumbrarse al terreno exterior y se están utilizando ahora los dolores en el cuerpo como las áreas que no hemos trabajado durante mucho tiempo. Estaremos distraídos y tentados a abandonar la subida. Nos preguntamos si algo de esto es siquiera vale la pena la molestia . En el pasado, a pesar de que puede haber sido sumergido en el pecado , estábamos al menos acostumbrados a nuestra existencia monótona . Sin embargo, para siquiera intentar un viaje como éste, indica que hay una llamada en lo profundo de nosotros mismos. Este llamado es de Dios y que es una llamada a la santidad. La montaña representa la perfección y la gloria de la parte superior de Dios.

Por medio de Isaías , nos enteramos de que los que están siendo llamados por Cristo , responderán a este llamado al embarcarse en sus propios itinerarios de fe . Podemos tomar consuelo en el conocimiento de que no estamos solos y que podemos recibir ayuda y apoyo de ellos en el camino. Toda la creación ha salido de Dios ahora se está volviendo lentamente a él. Debemos preguntarnos si queremos ser partícipes de este viaje o curiosos que se ahogan en un lago del pecado a continuación , mientras que otros a salir del valle. Todos tenemos esa opción de quedarse atrás o para unirse en la lucha de la perfección y la vida eterna .
El tiempo de Adviento nos presenta la oportunidad de renovar nuestro compromiso con este viaje. Esta temporada es un momento de contemplación y meditación. ¿Qué más podemos hacer para condicionar a nosotros mismos por este camino hacia Dios ? ¿Qué más podemos hacer en nuestras vidas para experimentar con Cristo y , por medio de Cristo , unirnos a Dios? Tenemos que examinarnos a nosotros mismos por completo y escuchar lo que Dios nos está diciendo que hacer . Él nos ha dado la instrucción y aún lo hace a través de la Revelación Divina . Recibimos esto a través de la oración , la Sagrada Escritura y las tradiciones transmitidas a nosotros por la Iglesia. Estas son sólo algunas de las herramientas que podemos utilizar para escalar esa montaña y celebrar el Adviento correctamente.

Así que a menudo se pasa por alto esta temporada como la expectativa se centra en la Navidad. Se debe entender que el Adviento es tan importante como la Navidad y en conjunto, estas estaciones ofrecen una hermosa visión de que nuestra vida de fe nos puede llevar durante nuestro tiempo en esta tierra. La primera vela ilumina nuestro camino hacia adelante ya través de su llama se nos llama al arrepentimiento. Para experimentar a dónde vamos debemos reconocer dónde hemos estado . Nuestras horas más oscuras están ahora detrás de nosotros y se nos pide dar la vuelta y mirarlo una vez más. Al observar que , estamos diciendo adiós a una vida de pecado y el libertinaje . A continuación, cerramos la puerta en él y seguimos esa hermosa luz delante de nosotros. Esta es la Luz de Cristo y se nos invita a hacer un compromiso de tenerlo presente siempre en nuestros corazones , alma y mente . Se nos anima a pedir perdón , arrepentirse , y despedir a nuestra elección pasada para ser transformados por Dios y reclamar nuestro lugar en la creación. Ese lugar está en la cima de la montaña : a través de él, con él y en él .

Diácono Tom

Sunday, November 24, 2013






JESUS CHRIST IS KING!
MY BROTHERS,
This Sunday we celebrate the Solemnity of Christ the King. It is the last Sunday in Ordinary Time. Next Sunday we will be entering into the Season of Advent which is a time of contemplation. Before this contemplation, we are encouraged to recognize who Jesus Christ in relation to us and how we are going to let this affect our lives. If Jesus Christ is in fact our God and Savior then we should approach our relationship with him in this particular manner. It is very easy to say that we believe in God. It is much more of a challenge to put these words into action. How do we conduct ourselves as God's Children? How are we going to do things differently in comparison to those around us who have not accepted God into their lives? We all probably can recall a time when we acted no differently then those who have rejected God and instead embraced a life of sin. We need to overcome these temptations and embrace our birthright.

Acknowledging God is the first step towards salvation and a life of fulfillment. When we recognize him we are then able to turn to him and react to his call of love. At first, it may feel faint and far away; barely a whisper. This is because we are unfamiliar to the sound of his voice. We have spent so much time running away and refusing to love him that he has become a stranger to us. To become familiar with him will take a lot of effort and work. But this hard work has many benefits in the long term. Through our discovery of who God is we will then come to a more complete understand regarding how we should conduct ourselves in the world. Our conscious will start to assist us in discerning what is right and what is wrong. We will then find ourselves wanting to do the right thing instead of embracing our sinful past. What used to feel good (sinning) will then be revealed for what it really is: a disease that slowly rots our soul.

It may seem like a very simple thing to do or say that Jesus Christ is our King but there are several ramifications to the statement. It is a recognition and promise that he will be central in all of our thoughts and actions. It is a pledge to serve him and only him at all costs. We swear to sacrifice and love him beyond everything else. This is our duty and our purpose in life. It is through loving Jesus Christ that we will then achieve happiness and satisfaction with ourselves.

Christ did all these things first before we were even born. We have always been central in his thoughts and all of his actions. He served us by bringing us his word and fulfilling his covenant through his suffering, death, and resurrection. It is through him loving us and we loving him that perfection is reached in this life and the next. Christ will never tell us what to do but will only ask. He offers these gifts to us with the hope that we will accept them. It is very sad that we spend much of our life not understanding that he has been with us all the time and has never stopped loving us even when we did not love him. Society has a way of blinding us to the truth as it sways us with all of its sinful allures. Even though the truth may be in front of us it is in our nature to embrace the darkness instead while running from the light.

We struggle to maintain some sort of control of our lives even though God is begging us to surrender to him so he can show us the way. We forget that just because we surrender to him does not mean we have surrendered our free will. That can never be taken from us. Making a choice to recognize Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior remains a choice and a validation of our free will. We as Christians come forward voluntarily to love God because we know that perfect happiness lays in the perfect love that only God can offer. It is then through this love that we express our love for everyone and everything around us. With love nothing is impossible and everything becomes perfect. If we all made an effort to express God's Love imagine how much better this world would be.

Jesus Christ being recognized as King of the Universe invites us into a beautiful relationship. We are protected and guided through the pitfalls of creation while understanding what is truly important. Whatever society offers in contrast is a poor substitute to the purity and greatness of God. We all had a time where we lived our lives without God or minimized him in some way. We all now have the opportunity to lift him up in all his greatness and beauty. 
 
Deacon Tom

Saturday, November 23, 2013



IS IT ALL ABOUT THE HYDROGEN PEROXIDE?

To me, the jury is still out on Hydrogen Peroxide as being a cure-all but I had an interesing conversation with a friend of mine that intrigued me. In our life, society has a way of telling us how to behave, what to eat, and what to drink. These instructions are usually not in our best and usually serve for the profit of some large corporation or individual. Examples of these situations are as numerous as the population of this country but I have listed some examples below:

1. Fifteen years ago hardly anyone drank an ENERGY DRINK. Now children younger then twelve years old are drinking them habitually. Packed with sugar and overloaded with vitamins these are detrimental to the health and the teeth of everyone. Yet, these are marketed so effectively that they have become a necessity to too many people for all the wrong reasons.

2. Twenty years ago only Yuppies drank bottled water. Now bottled water is consumed at such an alarming rate that Poland Springs Maine is facing a shortage at their springs and are being forced to find new sources of water. Imagine: we are drinking bottled water because someone decided to market it and change our behavior. Believe me, it was not a healthy lifestyle change this country went through: 36% of all adults in America are overweight (Have another Energy Drink or Soda).

3. McDonalds has the worst food possible for you but is still the most recognizable symbol in Pop Culture and the #1 fast food chain nationwide. We went, we go, and now we are training our kids. The whole menu is bad for you yet this is where we end up going. Why?

Anyway, there are a growing group of people who swear by Hydrogen Peroxide and how, through oxodizing the blood, almost every illness can be cured including cancer. How do you do this? By brushing your teeth with baking soda and hydrogen peroxide and gargling hydrogen peroxide. The peroxide goes into the bloodstream through your gums and oxodizes your blood. This kills anything bad in your blood they claim.

Major organizations, doctors, and professionals have refuted this while other doctors, organizations, and professionals have stood by it. 

At first, I was skeptical but then took the plunge. I have been using Hydrogen Peroxide three times a day when I brush my teeth. Some short term results have been whiter teeth, more energy, and healthier gums. It also serves as a laxative. Regarding the gums: mine have been recessed for a while because of smoking. They have since come back! Something the dentist said would never happen.

The jury is still out on the long-term results. But I am in the middle of a major test. I just found my first cavity in more than fifteen years. A certain health guru claimed that hydrogen peroxide regimen could cure a cavity by killing all of the bacteria. I am up for the challenge! The cavity doesn't hurt yet but I can clearly see it. MARK THE DATE! November 23rd I started a more strict Hydrogen Peroxide regimen to combat the cavity. If it works then the powers that be are hiding something that is cheap and effective.

I will let you all know.

Why do I bring this up? Because it is a fair argument to put forward society offers solutions to problems that will help people but they also need to make a profit. Many times a simple solution is ignored because not enough money can be made. Examples of this can be found in Bio Diesel and Ethanol which have both been around for almost as long as the automobile. This can also be found in the spark plug, which a permanent one was created back in the 1980;s but whose patent was purchased by Motorcraft and then buried never to be sold.

We all need to be our own advocates and go out and find the answers ourselves. This method should be approached through matters of faith, health, and general life. The only one whom we can really trust is God. 

I will let you know.

In the meantime,

let me introduce you to Curtis (LOL):










Marie Rose Ferron American Mystic-Visionary-Stigmatic

Marie Rose Ferron –American Mystic, Stigmatic and Visionary (1902-1936)

Sources: “Crucified with Christ” by Herbert George Kramer S.M., P.J. Kenedy and Sons, 1949 and also the excellent book “She Wears a Crown of Thorns”, by Rev O.A. Boyer S.T.L Benzinger Brothers, 1949.

Early Years
Marie Rose Ferron, affectionately known as “Little Rose”, was born on May 24th, 1902 in St Germain de Grantham, Quebec, and was the tenth child of a family of fifteen children. In 1906 when Rose was 4 ½ years old, her family moved to Fall River, Massachusetts. Then, on May 25, 1925 they moved once again to Woonsocket, Rhode Island where she remained the rest of her life.

At the age of six, Rose had already had a vision of the Child Jesus. "I saw Him with a cross," she said, "and He was looking at me with sadness in His eyes."

When she was seven, Jesus taught her a French prayer which she recited daily until her death. It reads:
"Lord Jesus, when I reflect upon the words You have uttered, 'Many are called, but few are chosen,' I begin to tremble for those I love, and I beg You to look upon them with mercy: and behold, with infinite tenderness, You place their salvation in my hands, as it were; for everything is promised to him who knows how to suffer with You and for You.
"My heart bleeds under the weight of affliction, but my will remains united to Yours, and I cry out to You: 'Lord, it is for them that I want to suffer!' I want to mingle my tears with Your Blood for the salvation of those I love! You will not turn a deaf ear to my cry of sorrow and You will save them."


Even at a young age, Marie-Rose showed an unusual piety, devotion and a grasp of heavenly and spiritual things. It was not at all difficult for her for example, to listen to and follow a sermon just as a grown¬up does. And when Mass was over, she did not rush out to play, but preferred to remain at her place to prolong her thanksgiving.

When Marie Rose reached thirteen, she became seriously ill as a result of carrying dinner to her father on a slushy early-spring day. Her right hand and her left foot now seemed paralyzed. Remarkably however, her hand was cured when she took holy water one morning after Mass two years later. In an instant it opened and once again she could freely move her fingers. But her foot never healed, and for twelve years she was unable to walk without crutches.

Understandably, Rose saw herself destined to be handicapped for life, and thus a air of sadness and loneliness held sway over her girlhood. One summer morning, when she was seventeen, she felt her misery more acutely than usual. Writing about the occasion years later she recalled how she felt. It was a Sunday, and from her window she could see her sisters and their friends chattering and laughing as they left for church. "The life that overflowed from these girls, seemed to be the best that the world could give, and I contrasted myself with them. I felt crushed. I saw myself miserable, destitute and abandoned by God; I thought of my infirmity, of my crutches, I was heart-broken and I melted into tears."

Another affliction that affected Rose deeply was her inability to attend school. "I felt as if I were blind, groping in the dark," she said. "I had nothing to look forward to, no hope of bettering my condition. I beheld my ignorance ever before my eyes, and that discouraged me more than my infirmities. Time, that softens everything, even sufferings, increased my own: they broke my heart."

The “La Sentinelliste” affair
In 1922, the Bishop of Providence R.I., Reverend William Hickey, launched a million dollar campaign for the construction of several new high schools in his diocese. It was at a period that favored the raising of funds for such a worthy cause. But, although the bishop did not expect any collection to be endorsed in all quarters, he never surmised that this drive would meet a wave of bitter opposition from the ranks of the French-speaking Catholics, so traditionally loyal to the Church. They did not debate the validity of the drive. They questioned his right to assess their parishes, which already supported their own elementary French schools, even though the drive was for high schools.

By 1924, a leader had arisen to crystallize the movement around a weekly newspaper called “La Sentinelle”. The paper spared no words in attacking the bishop, and its circulation grew. By 1927, its followers had become so obstinate that they refused all financial support to the Church. The bishop was now obliged to resort to drastic action. He ordered his priests to refuse the sacraments to all who persisted in their opposition and he was obliged to excommunicate the fifty-six leaders.

At the height of the unhappy episode, the broken-hearted shepherd of the Providence diocese looked for someone to give him supernatural assistance. He knew he needed a victim soul to suffer for the division that was separating the flock entrusted to him. Knowing of her extraordinary piety and devotion, he chose Marie-Rose to make reparation for the dissenters and to spiritually assist him in bringing them back to the fold of Christ’s Church.

And a victim soul was indeed Marie Rose mission. Marie Rose’s mother, Delima Mathieu Ferron, was of a rare virtue. From her first pregnancy she had dedicated each of her newly-born children to a mystery of the Rosary and having fifteen children she had thus completed all fifteen decades. Marie-Rose, or simply Rose, as she was often called, was destined to be the child dedicated to the tenth mystery, the Crucifixion, and it was she whom Bishop Hickey called upon in his distress.

A few years before, Rose met a priest who taught her how to suffer and sacrifice out of love for God, so that by the time Bishop Hickey called on her, when she was twenty-five, she had completely accepted the mystery of suffering for herself, and could even say that she hungered and thirsted after it, and that suffering was to be her state of life. And, by this time she had been bed-ridden for five years.

And so, the bishop called on the Ferron home because he knew he would meet there a victim who would be willing to offer herself as a living holocaust for his diocese. On her part, Rose recognized "a good heart" in the bishop. He felt so much at ease in her presence that all resistance broke down and he wept bitterly. "My child," he pleaded, "will you suffer for the Diocese of Providence, for its priests, and for those I was obliged to punish?"

"I will do whatever you ask," answered Rose without hesitation. "I am willing to suffer as you wish and for the return of those you have excommunicated. I accept at once. It will be my mission to pray for their return."

The bishop thought that Rose should reflect some time before complying with what might become a veritable martyrdom. He accordingly left the room for a few minutes, in order that she might consider the full import of her acceptance. When he came back, Rose reiterated her consent.

Calm began to settle slowly over the Sentinelliste battlefield. Many thought it was the calm before a fresh storm. A lone victim was however obtaining graces for an entire diocese through unusual, mystical suffering. Once in ecstasy, she was heard to plead: "Take away my speech, if that will help. Take my eyes! Take my mind!" And with her eyes glistening with tears, she added: "Take everything I have and cherish. I am ready to suffer until the last one is converted, even one hundred years if You so wish it!" And later she said- "This affair will bear good fruit for both sides, and with Jesus I rejoice because of it."

Remarkably, one by one, all fifty-six rebel children of the Church bowed in submission and obedience to their Bishop.

One day, when Rose was twenty-two, the house was filled with the odor of freshly baked bread. Her younger sister, who was munching a crumb, invited her to have some: "Oh, Rose, it is delicious!"
"I can't,"
answered Rose, who already knew the exigencies of her stomach. "If I do, I may die."
"To die from eating or from hunger-what's the difference? Try at least."
Rose tried and suffered as if she were actually to die.
When all was over, her left hand was deformed. It was to remain crippled until her death.

What is even more remarkable is that thereafter she partook of no more solid food. Rose herself attested to this fact, as did also her mother. For eleven years, until her death, Rose took only liquid food and even this she was at times unable to keep. Realizing that she could receive Holy Communion, a priest once gave her some tiny unconsecrated particles. They promptly made her ill. Moreover, four years before her death, she did not even drink water during a period of three months. But Rose felt hunger and thirst, as all who dwelt in contact with her very well knew. It was at the price of long and protracted craving for food that she was able to subsist on a diet that would have been insufficient for an ordinary person.

"Little Rose," had begun her role of victim without foreseeing what type of suffering was in store for her, nor what unusual signs God was to work in her martyred body. Her abstinence from food and drink was only the beginning of many extraordinary mystical phenomena and of deep suffering. Throughout it all, she remained docile to authority, both medical and spiritual, and with delicate discretion tried ever to avoid publicity.

A detailed biography is not the object of this brief sketch of the life of Marie Rose Ferron. Her trials, her love for suffering, her stigmata and the content of her ecstasies and visions will be treated somewhat in detail, because they alone bring into relief her intimacy with Christ crucified. Other phenomena of her mystic life can be found in the excellent biography "She Wears a Crown of Thorns" by the Reverend O. A. Boyer. Suffice it to state here in passing that while in ecstasy she could not be lifted, even by 4 grown men, although she weighed not more than seventy-five pounds. Moreover, her body remained rigid, except when she spoke or wanted to use her hands while in conversation with Christ.

Her Devotion to the Eucharist
Bishop Hickey authorized a private oratory next to Rose's room. When Mass was said there, especially on the feasts of the Blessed Virgin, Rose would drop into ecstasy at the opening prayers but she always revived at the moment of Communion. Generally, the instant she received the Sacred Host, her head fell back and she again drifted into ecstasy. Not the slightest movement of her throat muscles indicated that she was swallowing the Host, although It disappeared instantaneously. Many priests noted this fact, even one who did not to believe in the mystical authenticity of Rose's experiences.


In fact, Rose's love for the Eucharist was intense. She had been accustomed to the daily reception of Communion, when suddenly it became impossible for her to communicate more than once a week. Rose suffered acutely from this isolation from her Eucharistic Lord. Once the priest was absent for two weeks. She was counting the days one by one until the Saturday when he was again to bring her the Blessed Sacrament, only to be told that morning that he was not coming. "When later she spoke of the incident," writes her biographer, "her eyes filled with tears and as they ran down her cheeks, the intense pain that they betrayed was revealed in her words. The words were simple and few, but they could move a dead man's bones. I am not sensitive, but this time I felt an acute pain all through me. . . . I shall never need a greater proof of the martyrdom that girl suffered when deprived of the Blessed Sacrament."

When the priest learned that Rose lay constantly on a board to which she was tied, he was so profoundly impressed that he made arrangements for bringing her Holy Communion twice a week. During this same period, Rose became completely separated from the three priests from whom she had sought spiritual direction. Her isolation from them and the infrequency of the Eucharistic visits of her Spouse lasted several years. They were years of living by pure faith, amid deep sufferings, both physical and mental. For the remainder of her life, she was to wonder how she had been able to survive without having lost her mind. But she clung to the anchor of Faith and the Providence of God and found security in utter docility to her confessor's authority.

Her Stigmata and wounds of the Scourging
Rose Ferron was one of the most completely stigmatized persons on record. Whereas perhaps only thirty or so have borne the five wounds and the crowning of thorns, Rose had all of these, as well as the shoulder wound and the bleeding from the eyes.

The wounds of Christ's scourging had appeared now and then during the latter part of 1926. But it was during Lent of 1927, a few months before Bishop Hickey sought in Rose a victim for his diocese, that these wounds began to appear regularly every Friday. The red and purple stripes were clearly visible on her arm, which seemed to have been lashed with whips. The wounds swelled and hurt like burns.

Two days later, before the eyes of her biographer and another priest, the wounds of the nails appeared in her hands. Her feet too bore the marks of the nails. Rose had the sensation that her blood did not circulate beyond the stigmata in her feet, but the blood "streamed forth" from them. In describing the piercing of the muscles of her hands, Rose explained: "I feel them tearing apart; they seem to separate into shreds and to be drawn aside."

A priest who examined these wounds in 1930 wrote:
"The blood gave a sweet-smelling odor unknown to me, somewhat like a perfume; my hands became saturated with it....It was not a transitory smell, since the odor persisted till the following morning."

The stigmata of the heart began during the Lenten season of 1929. They brought such sharp pains to Rose that she sometimes fainted into unconsciousness. She said that the interior pain was "frightful." At times the pain was felt intensely in her back, "where the lance seems to have stopped.", she said.

The wounds of the crown of thorns resembled, in the mother's words, "two heavy cords that encircle her head." The holes made by the thorns themselves made Rose feel "as if her head were breaking open." These thorn stigmata never disappeared completely. They were still visible after her death, as shown in the photograph to the left

Finally Rose suffered from the shoulder wound, which likewise brought her acute pain.
The five wounds and the crown "came to stay," but the others appeared every Friday and disappeared on Saturday as rapidly as they had come, without leaving a trace. On Fridays, when the bleeding would begin, Mrs. Ferron would lock the doors of the house and would admit only a few visitors who had obtained special permission.

Rose was embarrassed at feeling herself an object of study and would keep the stigmata under cover. Some of the visitors fainted upon seeing Rose in agony. Such incidents caused great annoyance to the bereaved mother. "It is hard to keep the people out," she once remarked, "but when they faint, it's far worse to nurse them back."

The capacity for victim-suffering in this poor little Rose, crushed under foot as it were by her divine Gardener, was not yet filled. Like Him she had suffered
from a scourging, from being pierced as if by nails, wounded in her heart, crowned with the piercing of thorns, and bruised on her shoulder. Yet had she to shed still more blood in order to fulfill her mission as victim in union with Him. But then, He had preceded her. Meek as a lamb, He Himself had been led to slaughter. In Him therefore Rose found strength. She found even love for the passion He was completing in her reduced body. As the story of pain unfolded with the months and the years, the realization that she was a victim grew more vivid. She knew that she was being tortured in the place of others and she accepted her vocation of bearing in her own body the physical pain spared them. In that, too, she resembled her Master, whose love prompted Him to bear mankind's punishment in its stead.

"Dear Rose," a priest once asked her in a lapse during her Friday ecstasy, "you suffer so much! How is it that Jesus whom you love so much, as you told me yesterday, treats you in such a severe way?""

"The caresses of Heaven are not like those of earth," she said simply, and then fell back into ecstasy and "in indescribable suffering."

The flow of blood from her eyes and mouth- her conformity to the Holy Face
"Tell Father Boyer that the night before last, for the first time, Rose's eyes bled and the blood dropped like tears." Thus spoke Rose's sister to a friend to whom she telephoned one day in August, 1929, referring to the most impressive, the most heart-rending, sufferings of Little Rose.

In the same month, the physician attending Rose was overwhelmed with emotion at this sight and exclaimed to all present: "It is terrible! Believe all you see! She is a wonder." Rose was also bleeding profusely from her mouth at the time.

Rose once asked of her mother and a couple of visitors near the bed: "How is it that I lose so much blood, when I have so little?"
Hardly had she uttered this question when she lapsed into ecstasy and began to speak: "Oh! It is Your Blood that gushes from me! As for me, I am nothing, nothing, my Jesus!"

At the end of this month of August, a friend wrote in testimony of these unnatural hemorrhages: "After seeing my dear little Rose this morning, my heart is oppressed and I am thinking only of her. Oh, if you were to see her! This morning at seven o'clock, her mother called me and asked if I could come over. I arrived at 7:45 A.M .... , and I heard her say to me: 'Don't fear, Madame.' She was simply one blot of blood; her poor eyes were bleeding; her entire face was unrecognisable ... ; she suffered so much that she could not keep her head still. It is the assistant who brings her Communion. He is so affected that he cannot speak and leaves right away. . . . Recognizing the doctor who substituted for the regular physician, I told him before he entered: 'You will be surprised at seeing her this morning; she is all covered with blood.'

How surprised he was! He could not speak and Rose told him: 'Don't talk about it, Doctor, please.'
'No, certainly, don't fear,' he answered, and she removed her headdress to show him her head. . . He could not and did not want to speak to her. It was all he could do to tell me a few words.... This evening I returned at eight o'clock.
. . . She was worse than this morning. . .. Rose represents the Holy Face-it is the same thing!"


A few days later, a gentleman who had visited Rose put his experience into writing: "I have never been so surprised in my life. It was truly Christ's face, such as it is seen in the pictures of the Holy Face. Her face was covered with blood; a person could not see anything more pitiful. One feels like dropping on one's knees when seeing her."

In June, 1930, the same man wrote again: "I was there last Saturday. She was in a frightening state; she had been like that since Friday. . .. I had never seen her like this before. There was so much blood on her face that one could not see the cavity of her eyes. All she could say was: 'My Jesus!' ... I cannot write about it without weeping. . .. I wanted my wife to see her in that state. So Sunday at about three o'clock, we went to see her. ... When we arrived, she was as beautiful as she could be, but very weak."

There are various descriptions of Rose's sufferings on Fridays, during which the progress of the crucifixion could be followed. She would repeatedly ask the time, clearly awaiting the hour of deliverance. As three o'clock approached, she would begin to tremble and ask all to leave the room in order that she might be alone with her dying Savior.

Father Boyer has described Rose's agony on a Friday of November, 1929: "At 11:00 A.M., the cavities of both eyes were filled to the brim .... The night before, I asked her why she did not wipe it away. She answered, 'By wiping it off, the skin is often taken along with it; but, if I leave it, the blood dries and scales off the following day.' And still by leaving it, she felt the blood burning, as though it were an acid."

"The right eyebrow was split open while I was there, and as the wound enlarged, the surroundings of the eye became blue, yellow and black .... I have seen many bruised eyes; but that one was the worst I have ever seen. The very sight of it was painful. The right side of the lower lip, also, was split open, and as the swelling increased, new wounds were formed on the chin ....

"After dinner time, she entered into ecstacy, her right arm straightened out; if her left arm, which was tied to her body, had stretched out in the same way, she would have been in the form of a cross. Shortly afterward, she writhed with pain, her lips clenched and trembled and I could hear the muscles snap, as the arms seemed to be pulled out of their sockets .... Suddenly the movements stopped, her head jerked backward and while she was gasping for breath, I heard the sound, "krish, kroosh,...krish, kroosh," at short intervals .... Was it the tearing of the muscles that made that sound, as if the limbs were pulled out of their joints? As I heard them, they seemed to me as though the pains of Christ echoed from Calvary .... Rose felt as though her bones were out of their sockets, but still touching one another on ends. To avoid the pain, she did not dare move. . . . At times, Rose would clench her teeth to overcome the torture. The chill of death made her shiver, and cold sweat would appear. At that moment, she said: 'I thirst.' They gave her water to drink .... Rose repeated a second time: 'I thirst,' and the third time she added: 'I thirst for souls.'
"Finally ... her chin dropped, her mouth remained open and the pallor of death suggested a corpse."


A physician from Massachusetts assisted Rose at a number of these crucifixion sufferings. After the ecstasy, he helped her bring the dislocated arm back into its natural position, for the joints were out of their sockets. Explaining the situation in his own words he stated:
"This sometimes took half an hour to perform and was accompanied with excruciating pains. Two weeks before her death I did this three times the same afternoon. . . . I never could understand how that girl could suffer so much!"

The inevitable question of official medical observation finally arose. We have Rose's own description of her acceptance of this proposal in August, 1931:
"In July, I bled every day as on Friday. It was terrible! I felt that if the authorities were to do something, it was the time. I had no repugnance to being examined at the time and was willing to submit to the ordeal. But on the first of the month, the Friday on which I bled so regularly and for so long a time, on that very day, there was no trace of blood and even the wounds could hardly be seen. That day, Father called to tell me that I would be examined in two weeks. On seeing me, he said, 'What! Today, Friday, and there is nothing?' It's strange, but since then my wounds have not bled."

Rose was pleased at the temporary relief afforded her parents, for their helplessness over their daughter's torments allowed them little peace of mind. She had even asked her director if it were wrong for her to pray for the removal of all exterior signs of the stigmata. During an ecstasy she had prayed: "Oh my Jesus, I wish to suffer more and more, but spare my parents. Increase my sufferings, if You will, but allow no one to see them. Put a smile on my lips and a ray of Your glory in my eyes and show them that I am happy."

Her sincere and humble prayer was answered. During her last five years on earth, she bore no stigmata, except those of the head. But her sufferings did not cease. Every Friday, the blood rushed to the members that had borne the wounds and caused even greater pain "than before. Rose wondered if she should not ask for the wounds to reappear, to which a priest replied, "God has brought them about and God has taken them away. If God wants their return, He can do so without being asked."
The official medical investigation was never made.

But Providence has seen fit to leave ample medical pronouncements on Rose Ferron's case to convince persons of open mind. A truly valuable testimony is that of one physician who died before Rose:
"I have had all kinds of doctors examine Rose," he averred, "and none of them can explain her case on natural grounds. To me her case is supernatural, because no one could have lost so much blood during the years and live." Referring to the very small quantities of liquid food which were her sole nourishment, he added, "She is sustained by God alone. I am thoroughly convinced the manifestations are supernatural."

Equally valuable is the statement of one of Rose's physicians seven years after her death. Having in the meantime made a thorough study of Bremond, Tanquerey and other masters of mystical science, he stated in a letter composed at his own initiative, "Would that I had had the preparation when I treated Rose Ferron. However, I feel honored when I think of the many phenomena I witnessed, and it is with pleasure that I now can affirm that Rose was a genuine mystic. I can see the stages she went through to the ultimate spiritual marriage and complete union with her Jesus. I now admire her complete abandonment to God and her simple humility. Her stigmata are ever fresh in my memory, as well as her great thirst for souls."

The little victim of the diocese of Providence knew no more repose here below. Not only was her body and mind racked with pain, but she seems not to have slept for years, except perhaps when she would swoon into unconsciousness from sheer pain. From midnight until one o'clock, Rose kept her "Hour of Reparation." Then for three hours she busied herself as well as she could with her little crafts. She had learned to make book marks, to braid, and to repair rosaries. "I cannot remain idle," she once remarked. "My little Jesus wants me to work."

And when someone questioned how she performed her tasks with but two fingers and her mouth, she replied, "My little Jesus comes and helps me." After four o'clock, she "dozed" for two hours. But Rose insisted that she did not sleep. In fact, she was aware of all that happened in the room.

Such a life of hunger, pain, and helplessness, with no promise of early relief in sight, was a supreme test of patience. The most providential of witnesses to Rose's spirit of long-suffering was perhaps a Protestant friend who attended her faithfully to the end. Two days before Rose's death, she wrote as follows:
"Little Rose was truly a martyr; she always wore a smile, however great the pain and agony she suffered. I have cared for her day after day, week after week, year
after year . . . ; I have seen the wounds she carried, the wounds which resembled the wounds of the crucified body of Christ.

"On Friday, the wounds were more prominent and would always bleed. During the Lenten season, as Holy Week and Good Friday approached, her sufferings were much greater and the agony which she suffered at times was beyond human endurance and the bleeding during this period was much greater.
"... I can say that she never complained, she always smiled, although in agony.... I have been blessed beyond expression by her friendship."


Her humility
Such patience is hardly conceivable in a stigmatist without deep-rooted humility. Rose's humility shone forth not only in her constant effort to avoid popularity and exhibition, but in many details of her life, as for example in her simple acceptance of complete poverty during the Depression, when her aging father had no work, when doctor bills could not be paid, and when she depended entirely upon public charity. Even in her ecstasies, she remained a little Rose. In one of them, our Lord seems to have proposed that He raise her to the honors of the altar, for she responded: "Be on the altars? I am too little for that!"

Rose's humility, her reserve, her smile amid agony, "a smile full of frankness, a childlike smile which ravished one's heart," were so many tones vibrating into an ensemble of noble charm that was not unlike the attractiveness of Saint Therese of Lisieux, the Little Flower. In fact, a priest, who had lived in Lisieux and as a boy had known the Carmelite saint, testified that "Rose has not only the physical resemblance of the Little Flower, but she has also her power of attraction; when we are with Rose, we don't know when to leave and when we are gone our hearts irresistibly cling to her memory. That is why the Little Flower influenced me and all the children of my age who visited the Carmel. Her personality impressed us so that she seemed to follow us wherever we went.... During and after my visits with Rose, I went through the same experience as I did years ago when I visited the Little Flower. She inspired me with the same confidence and I really have the same veneration for both of them."
Many visitors to Rose's home shared this priest's impression. If some came out of mere curiosity to see her sufferings, still more came to meet "a soul of crystal" in which they perceived the most beaming reflections of the supernatural they had ever encountered. They loved hearing her speak because of the mingled serenity and abundance of heart that filtered through her words. While she was in ecstasy, her prayers aroused in the bystanders deep emotions of contact with the supernatural. This crippled girl, who had formerly felt herself an outcast because she had no education, expressed her thoughts with a careful apropos that astonished visitors. Her constant and intimate union with God had supplied whatever human education had failed to furnish her.

However as with all mystics, her lot was not without its brunt of calumny, gossip, and ridicule. But she was too generous of heart to retaliate. "Even were I to try to hate and blame those who work against me, I could not do it," she explained. "It seems that I love them still more; and I have a desire to pray for them."

The true explanation of Rose's tenderness towards others, even those who slandered her, was her tremendous love of God. "0h Jesus, the happiness I have in loving You outweighs the martyrdom that I endure," she once exclaimed.

Her ecstasies
Little Rose was joyful amidst her sufferings, and she was radiant in the intimacy with her Divine Spouse. "How sweet it is to rest at Your side, 0 my Jesus!" she repeated during an ecstasy in 1934. "You know that I love You!"

At times during her ecstasies, often in the middle of the night, Rose sang hymns in French to Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. They were not hymns that others knew. She composed the melody and words in rhythmic prose as the emotions of her soul progressed. Several of these hymns were copied by her friends. In 1929, a priest from Montreal recorded the following in French:
"Oh Jesus, yes, I love You,
and I want without a cloud to love You more than myself.
Oh! It is for You, my Jesus, that I wish to suffer.
O Jesus, it is for You alone,
for that would be my heavenly Father's will."

This lifelong love for Christ in suffering led Rose instinctively to prefer devotions that honored His Passion. The month of the Precious Blood was for her, who had bled so much in her own victimized body, replete with inspiration. "It would take so many lives like mine and others," she said admiringly, "to make up for just one precious drop of His Blood."

Rose's preference among pictures and statues of Christ was definitely for those that depicted Him in suffering. She loved above all a statue of the Scourging, because it held graphically before her eyes the price of wounds and blood that the Man of Sorrows had paid to redeem mankind. Blessed Brother Andre Besette, the Brother of the Congregation of the Holy Cross who radiated sanctity far and wide from his porter's room at Saint Joseph's Oratory in Montreal, Canada, was likewise impressed by this statue on a visit he paid to Rose in 1931. For twenty minutes he studied it thoughtfully. That evening he expressed to a friend his desire to have a statue just like it. When Rose heard of it, she reflected in prayer over Brother Andre's wishes. "If giving my statue to Frere Andre would give Jesus more souls, why should His Little Rose not make the big sacrifice?" she concluded. On the Brother's next visit, Rose made "the big sacrifice."

While in ecstasy on April 13, 1929, in the presence of six visitors, Rose asked her Saviour how long she had still to suffer, and then she repeated aloud the answer, "Seven years!" She began to count the age she would have after seven more years, and stopped at thirty-three. Christ seemed to ask her if that were too long, for she said with great eagerness: "Oh, no! Come and get me whenever You want. I am ready to suffer one hundred years, if You want it. It is my sacrifice to stay."


As was revealed to her previously, Marie-Rose Ferron died in 1936 at the age of thirty-three. Death alone released her from the suffering that pursued her day after day. "God and the victims are the only ones who know what is meant by the word 'Cross,' " she had remarked, and her last two weeks were filled with the overwhelming realization of the truth of this statement. Rose could no longer see. She suffered such pains in her head that the least sound was like a blow, and any noise caused her to faint. On the last day of April, 1936, she lost her hearing and speech completely. There was no way of knowing what she wanted.

On May 6, Father Boyer called at one o'clock in the morning. "I walked into the room," he wrote in his biography, "and when I saw the condition in which she was, I was moved with pity. I could not recognize her, she was so changed; her face was not only disfigured, but wrenched out of shape. Her eyes were half-closed and in their corners thick blood was gathering; her complexion was copper red and her skin appeared coarse and swollen; her breathing was painful; her mouth was open and twisted with a heart-rending expression. She was like a dying crucifix, waiting for the consummation of her martyrdom."

Rose lived five more days. In death she still had "the expression of anguish embedded in her face." But as the women, whom she herself had appointed for preparing her body for the coffin, were washing her face, its frightful distortions disappeared. A change came over her features at each stroke of the towel. Her countenance emerged wreathed with a charming smile. She was so natural that a doctor was called specifically to ascertain her death.

In fact, Little Rose's beauty had long impressed her visitors. In their testimonials of her phenomena, they repeatedly commented upon it. When they saw her writhing and bleeding in the atrocious sufferings of the Passion, they failed to note the beauty of her features. "Yesterday she was so beautiful," wrote one priest, "today she is covered with blood."
Surely it was the inner beauty of her virtues that radiated in her external countenance.

She was clothed in the habit of the religious congregation she had founded after her Lord's directions, although she died without seeing it progress beyond the approbation of Bishop Hickey under the name of the Sisters of Reparation of the Sacred Wounds of Jesus. "Jesus will need this community before long," she had said. As the thousands now filed past her body, nearly fifteen thousand signed the guest book, they broke out in admiration at her chaste beauty. The editorial writer of a newspaper wrote:
"There are things one can never forget; for us it is the radiant face of Rose Ferron. She was beautiful, but hers was not a natural beauty, but rather a mystifying one: a slight luminous emanation seemed to escape continually from that angelic face."

~Marie Rose Ferron, pray for us!

For more information about Marie-Rose Ferron, see the excellent two part article: "Marie Rose Ferron -An American Mystic and Stigmatic" and for more photos see Marie Rose Ferron -A Photo Documentary"
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"Oh Jesus, yes, I love You, and I want without a cloud to love You more than myself. Oh! It is for You, my Jesus, that I wish to suffer. O Jesus, it is for You alone, for that would be my heavenly Father's will." -Marie Rose Ferron

7 comments:

Dominic George said...
Amen! Viva Cristo Rey! Jesus is Reedemer and He testifies His redemption efforts through love and His elects! May Rose will eventually be canonised and become a venerated Saint. Viva Cristo Rey! Viva Cristo Rey! Viva Cristo Rey!
Anonymous said...
Marie Rose Ferron redeemed our father Stephen Odell Dean of Alcohal addiction thru her sufferings. Our mother and Aunt went to Canada and got holy water that was toched to Mother Rose.They brought it back to N Fall N.Y gave it to father to drink. from that time onward completely sober. Glory to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit Thank You Rose Ferron I witnesssed this miracle. Iwas 16 years old. I am now 80 yrs old.
Paulette Nickel said...
Paulette Nickel said...
I am happy to see the life on Rose Ferron on this Site- if you wish more information, please contact the Little Rose Apostolate at email:

beatification@verizon.net

God Bless,
Paulette Nickel
Anonymous said...
Thanks for this fascinating story!

Just an update, Brother Andre Besette is now a Saint.
Paulette Nickel from the Little Rose Ferron Apostolate said...
From Paulette Nickel from the Little Rose Ferron Apostolate:

2012 Mass Schedule in honor of Marie Rose Ferron:

FRIDAY MAY 11 AT 7;30AM AT OUR LADY OF GOOD HELP- on Victory Hwy. in Oakland, RI

**SUNDAY, MAY 20 AT 8:30AM AT PRECIOUS BLOOD CHURCH, Woonsocket.

MAY 24 AT 7;30 AM AT OUR LADY OF GOOD HELP
*AND ALSO 5:00 PM AT PRECIOUS BLOOD CHURCH, ALSO ON MAY 24.

*We are encouraging that the devotees would attend the Mass at the Precious Blood church, on Carrington ave and Corner of Park Ave in Woonsocket on May 20th Sunday, and also the one on May 24 at 5:00 in the evening.

For more information, please contact Diane Marshall 401-762-5371

We encourage devotees to have a mass said in memory of Little Rose in their parishes during May or during the summer Sundays if possible. For those who live in the surrounding areas of Woonsocket, we ask that you have a mass offered for Little Rose in other Churches in Woonsocket and the surrounding Churches of Woonsocket . Our Lord has given to all of us the privilege of offering the Sacrifice of the Mass for one of His Chosen Victim Souls-a Victim Soul that has offered herself for her own Diocese since 1925 and continues to the present. Truly Marie Rose Ferron is a Martyr of Charity- let us grow in her example of her heroic sanctity and virtues.

-Paulette Nickel from the Little Rose Ferron Apostolate
Glenn Dallaire said...

Scheduled Masses in honor of Marie Rose Ferron for 2013:
May 26, 2013- 8:30 a.m.- Precious Blood Catholic Church, Woonsocket, RI.
May 26, 2013- Our Lady of Good Help in Mapleville, RI. --10:30a.m.
Anonymous said...
@Dominic George - Que viva!

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