When we search
for something that is important to us we try to familiar ourselves
with the object of our desire; remembering details that would help us
in our task to obtain what we want. Sometimes we replay in our minds
the last time that we saw it or what we were doing when we had it
last. All tools at our disposal are brought forward. We are known
even to pray for the intercession of the saints and God himself. We
are focused and determined, forcing everything else from our minds.
There is a strong determination that becomes evident as it becomes
sort of a quest that needs to be finished beyond anything else that
needs to be done. The longer it takes, the more frustrated we might
become. We then might take a moment to calm ourselves and start over.
This is a pattern of behavior which I feel we all can relate to. We
all have had situation like this; some with successes and some with
failures.
It we want to
further understand our relationship with God and want to experience
him in our lives, we must approach him in much the same way that we
systematically approach a situation when we are looking for something
that is familiar to us. God is not hiding, but it can be argued that
all of us have lost him at some point in our lives. By ignoring him
or underestimating his importance, we can easily forget how it feels
to be with him and have him be a part of our lives. We can then
forget what it feels like to be loved by him. He is always with us
but we are the ones who can easily forget the difference of being
with him and being without him. Like someone close to us whom we have
lost contact with over the years and now have seen them again there
are uncomfortable moments as we try to recapture old emotions and
feelings.
This process of
reestablishing our relationship can be daunting. Satan and our own
nature struggle against coming back to God. We are tempted to give up
the search and search for alternatives that would offer quicker
results and immediate gratification. Even though these same
gratifications will lead to eventual misery and disappointment. We
need to remind ourselves that dismissing God will cause us to replace
him with something else that is far less perfect than him. These
things become like a band-aid on a wound that requires stitches or
major surgery. Eventually, the blood seeps through the injury,
becomes infected, and threatens our lives. So it is without God.
The Book of
Sirach gives us encouragement in times of weakness and when we are
poised to abandon our search:
“The LORD
is a God of justice,
who knows no favorites.
Though not unduly partial toward the weak,
yet he hears the cry of the oppressed.
The Lord is not deaf to the wail of the orphan,
nor to the widow when she pours out her complaint.
The one who serves God willingly is heard;
his petition reaches the heavens.
The prayer of the lowly pierces the clouds;
it does not rest till it reaches its goal,
nor will it withdraw till the Most High responds,
judges justly and affirms the right,
and the Lord will not delay.”
who knows no favorites.
Though not unduly partial toward the weak,
yet he hears the cry of the oppressed.
The Lord is not deaf to the wail of the orphan,
nor to the widow when she pours out her complaint.
The one who serves God willingly is heard;
his petition reaches the heavens.
The prayer of the lowly pierces the clouds;
it does not rest till it reaches its goal,
nor will it withdraw till the Most High responds,
judges justly and affirms the right,
and the Lord will not delay.”
When
we are away from God we become the oppressed, the suffering, and the
forlorn. Whatever else is happening in our lives, our relationship
with God will define our state of being. Are we with him or without
him? Being without him immediately puts us at a disadvantage in our
lives and within his creation. It is like being in a home of someone
we do not know. We cannot even find the bathroom if we needed it.
So,
we are told to go to him, pray to him, and do it without ceasing. We
are told that he knows us and hears all of our prayers. Just like
searching for that item that we so desperately needs, we must
maintain our faith even in times of doubt that we will find what we
have lost. Even though it may seem futile at times, that is only
because we are being challenged in our faith. That is when we need
God's help the most. When we think that he is not listening then we
must prayer more often and become more focused and disciplined. We
must think back to when the last time was that we felt a longing for
him and encountered him. We can then retrace our steps and go back to
him.
When
we return to him we should do so in a humble broken manner. Admitting
that we indeed are sinners and are far from perfect allows God to do
his work shaping us in his image and tending to our wounds. He will
heal us and comfort us as long as we allow him. From an early age,
society teaches us that asking for help is a sign of weakness. It
oftentimes makes us feel embarrassed and humiliated. Within our
relationship with God we must understand that this is acceptable and
actually liberates us. When we humble ourselves, God then will lift
us up and will comfort us. He will protect us and show us the path to
redemption. We will never be perfect and he does not want us to
pretend to be. We must remove all of our pride and self-adulation
when approaching our relationship with God. Then and only then will
we experience him fully.
Deacon
Tom
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